A side thought on Part 3

I had assumed this blog was lost to the world. Its only recently become somewhat of a recovery confession box so to speak. I noticed today that there was a view count and that people are actually reading this shameful account of my darkest moments. I dont know whom has read this regardless i'll write till my story has been told completely. My hope is that writing it all down will help me to understand so that i might avoid creating the same mistakes over and over again!